Losing my hair because of my kids
Friday, November 17, 2017
Loving my kids....
This world we live in today is so ugly so much of the time. Between politics, natural disasters, & the evil that lurks around the corner; it's a wonder sometimes that we step outside our front doors. It's times like the Las Vegas shooting, the Hurricane hitting Aransas Pass & Houston, the wildfires in California, that make you want to hole up with your kids & shut away the world.
I find that on weekends when I don't have to go to work, I tend to stay away from the news channels & most of social media so I can just be with my family. To just pretend for a little while that all is perfect & innocent in this world. It also helps me remember that we need to pray. That we really need to bring God back into our lives more and more.
When I listen to the struggles Caitlin has with her college classes & trying to be an adult, when I listen to Gabby living her last year of High School, and when I watch Bella learning new tricks in gymnastics that I pray that somehow this world will get better for them. That someway we will learn not to be so divided & to start loving each other more.
We could all learn something from our toddlers. We could learn that it's ok to hug someone just because. That it's o.k. to smile & to be friends with anyone. To erase the lines that seem to separate us. There is no black, white, brown, yellow, Democrat, Republican, Independent, or anything to a toddler. They just see another friend to play with & to learn with. Maybe, just maybe we all need to learn that.
We are all on this planet for a reason. It is not our plan but the plan of someone much greater than all of us. His plan is not always clear to us but we need to open our hearts & our minds to Him. We need to look past all of the bull in this world and pray. We need to let God back into our homes, our schools, our workplace, & our hearts. Then we can be like those toddlers that love everyone.
We need to give more than we receive....
Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Life gets in the way....
Friday, July 18, 2014
Venting....
Baby tears & parental fears
Over a week ago we spent the night in the emergency room with our sick baby. We probably could have just dosed her with Tylenol & Advil but her Daddy decided we needed to go ahead to the e.r. Over 4 hours later they diagnose respiratory infection & gave her Tylenol. Emergency rooms definitely have there uses but sometimes I think the doctors get a little disconnected because they so many different patients in a shift.
The next day we went on to see her doctor. There was an addition to the diagnosis. Ulcers in the back if her throat along with the respiratory infection & fever. Poor baby was also breaking out with a rash. More medicine, needing to watch her fluids, & staying at home with my baby.
I can't help but compare the care we receive from Dr. Duchamp to the care we receive from the e.r. Unfortunately we ate losing Dr. Duchamp. She is moving to the Dallas/ Ft. Worth area & not really going to practice anymore due to the new regulations with Obama Care. The new regulations mean that doctors will have to see a patient every 7 minutes & won't get to establish a real relationship with their patients. Real care & understanding are going to be lost. I worry that we won't find another doctor that can take as good of care of our kids as what we found with Dr. Duchamp & Dr. Macik.
This week has been tough dealing with Bella's illness & her tears. The tears kill me the most. You know they are hurting & all you want to do is take the pain away. No matter how old my children are, I will always worry when they hurt & I will always want to dry their tears.
Parenting isn't easy but it's what I've always wanted to do. So, I will take the grey hairs & possible hair loss any day as long as I have my kids.
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
WTH???
What did I do? |
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
I'm an ATM or at least it feels that way....
We had a big milestone. Bradley graduated high school. Still can't believe that possible. I still see the cute, freckle face little kid that I met when his Dad & I got together. Now, he's a hard working young man who already has his own place & his own life. Sniff! He needs to come visit more.
Yes, that's Bradley (as seen from the nosebleed section). |
Next, we have the teenager that is more comfortable with her cell phone, the TV, the Kindle Fire, or a book than she is with leaving the house. We have 30 hours of parent assisted driving to attend to before she can get her license. Is it weird to say that I REALLY want her to get her license? Then, someone else can run some errands. ;) Honestly, Caitlin is my dreamer & doesn't rock the boat much. She hasn't asked for much except the money for summer basketball league. Next, it will probably be for some new basketball shorts or shoes but that's o.k.
Mikey is an active young man. He's usually busy with his friends when he doesn't come to visit us. When he is with us, he always wants to be doing something. He loves basketball, football, & swimming. At least we almost have the pool ready at the house now.
Bella-boo is a new adventure every day. She likes to bounce & I don't mean on her hiney. I guess that means it's time for a new baby toy. One that she can play & bounce at the same time & not while Mommy's trying to hold her. Now if we can master sitting up by ourselves & possibly getting the belly off the floor to crawl we will be on a roll. No, I don't want her to grow up too fast because these little moments are the best to enjoy.
No matter how much they pull me different directions, I truly cherish every minute with all of my kids. I don't want to miss a thing & honestly, I wish I was an ATM so that I could give them what they want (within moderation). So, I will continue to work & spend every chance I can with them.
All the kids after Bradley's graduation |
Gabby, Caitlin, Bradley, & Mikey |
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Insanity is the way my world turns
There are two teenage girls in my house & they make things interesting. Needless to say, I now know how much of a saint my mother was to put up with my sister, my brother, & I as we were growing up. Though I don't think bombing my sister with stuffed animals is as bad as the wrestling matches that my 14 year old & 16 year old sometimes have in the kitchen for "fun". There are days when I wish the house fairy would come to our house & not only clean it (PLEASE) but make an extra bedroom so that my girls wouldn't have to share anymore.
Do you know what it's like when you have teenage girls with different personalities & habits sharing a living space?? This is the stuff of world wars, people! One daughter is laid back & easy going. She doesn't care if her stuff is wrinkled, piled in a corner (to the dismay & dislike of her Mom). The other daughter likes organization & making a statement. Sometimes wish that statement wasn't "Mom, I'm going to kill her!" or "Mom, I can't wait till she moves out!!" Believe me, there is a long conversation about how in the end all you have is family yet, there is still the belief that hey, maybe they were switched at birth.
I know that my daughters love each other yet they still want to kill each other. Thank goodness their baby sister hasn't shown any reason for wanting to kill anyone or to invoke wishes of death to her. Instead it's more that they want to kiss her & hug her to death. I guess God decided I had enough drama with the first two that He decided the baby would be so sweet & mild mannered to give me a break. :)
Honestly, I would go to the ends of the earth for any of my kids (ANY). Now, pass the wine & the hair dye so I can sleep to face another day!!! LOL!